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I wish I knew how to play games...(my first love would never have strayed)

I wish I knew what it is to get my ego tickled ...(I'd have been rungs up the ladder by now) 

I wish I knew what it is that others want or do not want for that matter...(Tired of being misunderstood)

I wish I knew when to stop, when to shut up...

I wish I knew what it is to feel 'insensitive' ... (Maybe then in the past people would've thought twice before taking me for a ride)

I wish I knew why people evaluate me the way they do...

I wish I knew the basis for that evaluation...

I wish I could justify myself and make myself heard.... 

Sometimes...I wish I wasn't me!