I was going through a mail account of mine that was created specifically for this person I was e-dating at one point of time. This person was someone who walked in to my life, when I was just getting over a heartbreak..I told myself Im not going to love again...I wont be taken in by words, useless, empty words...but persistence has always been the key to breaking through my defenses...and so it did..yet again! I took my time but the sincerity, the love, the attention was hard to ignore and I did the unthinkable again...I fell in love! Needless to say...it didnt last and this time it hit me real hard cus I dont think anyone was so sincere as that person had been to me. anyways ...this post is supposed to be the successor to the prev where I talked abt finding my 'patch of blue' ... the 'corpses' I talked about are many...this relationship being one of em, one that I need to lay to rest.
Adios!
I will hold 'u' in my heart as a fond memory but not as a memory I'd love to visit every now and then. I'll come to 'u' only when I need to take some positives outta 'u' else U will remain forever veiled in some deep, dark corner of my heart...
And someday you will remember how I smiled and said 'Words....they dont mean a thing.'
I hope ..fervently hope ..U have found your 'patch of blue'
1 comment:
on the lighter side lady di! i read In Memoriam the original one by tennyson its good but exhustive and rambles on and on, so if u are feeling In Memoriamish,do pick up a copy and read though you wil find a friend in ur pain.
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